'4am Forever'

a lostprophets song from the Liberation Transmission album...


...but this morning 4am was what my alarm clock said when my eyes popped open and I couldn't fall back to sleep... pending divorces will do that to you apparently.

Speaking of divorces...

I was chatting with a girlfriend online last night. She was watching tv and they announced that Neil Diamond had the second most expensive divorce on record - 150million to his 2nd wife.
!!
then she said "sweet fucking caroline, that's a lot of money"
(She's cracks me up!) And after I finished laughing, I started thinking about it. That *IS* a lot of money! I can't even wrap my mind around that amount and what someone would do with that kind of money.

I just want enough for my kids and me to be able to live comfortably... and maybe buy a cabin in the North Carolina mountains... and my own airline.
... dreams are free.

I'm starting to feel sleepy again... just in time for my little girl to bounce into my bed and announce her breakfast order. *sigh